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Appointment Post

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That's how life works. But humans still make something out of it as they stumble along.

[He may not be entirely awake enough to be fully participating in this debate.]

They suffer and they die and they die because I kill them like I killed Princess Tsunami and I'll end up killing Miss Yuri the same way that's just how everything happens.

[ Yup, gathering that. ]

Has that been bothering you recently?

It bothers me every day. I can hear her dying when I'm asleep.

Did that trigger this?

Muraki triggered this. Muraki triggers everything.

Muraki didn't trigger your problem from back when we first met.

Yes he did it's all his fault. I'm going to kill him someday. Like he made me kill Princess Tsubaki.

[ Ah, so we're not actually going to get anywhere with this. Good to know.

Sip. ]

Do you want to die?

I'm already dead.

As far as Luceti cares, you function mostly as if you're alive. Do you want to die?

No.. that's stupid. Nobody wants to die.

Then why aren't you pursuing a potentially very productive avenue of help easily accessible to you?

[~~Because I don't feel like making a post. >>~~]

Because I don't want people taking care of me.

... You'd rather die than have people take care of you.

I'm not going to die.

You will if you keep at it like this. You can't just will yourself back to health.

Of course I can.

Sure worked the first time, didn't it?

I wasn't trying to stay alive the first time.

"Nobody wants to die."

[ Your words, Hisoka. ]

Edited 2013-02-03 21:53 (UTC)

I wasn't really alive then, either.

You still had a death to await.

Pushing yourself won't solve this.

...

What do you think they'll take from me when it happens?

I'm sure it will be something uniquely frustrating to you. I still can't hear music, after all.

Edited 2013-02-03 22:05 (UTC)

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